it still hurts... A LOT.
maybe october's for healing.
maybe by november i'll be in better shape... hopefully.
i feel like crap.
why does my WHOLE life have to crash down at once?
why can't i just get hit with ONE wave at a time?
and WHY must it all happen during one of the most essential times of my life?
SENIOR YEAR.
lord, have mercy.
So your bio says bomb wife? You taken
6 years ago
a ring?
ReplyDeleteyour mouth?
lol
i like the way you phrased that - october is for healing, and perhaps november will be too.....I only speak on this matter because wow do I know heartache and pain, esp from this summer with troubles w/ Blaine and I...sometimes the days and the nights both become unbearable, but you'll find something (I'm sure for you it will be photography, for me it was afternoon bike rides with my camera and a good book and my ipod nano) to help you release the anger, the sadness, the confusion. Things will get better, how soon and by when, no one knows...so you have to wait it out and though I prob sound crazy - take everything day by day, as you know that is much harder said than done.
ReplyDeletelove you erin :)